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    na, mula noong 24 Enero, 2006, ang nakitambay dito

Letter To a Friend Who Had Just Written a Poem for Me
Monday, September 22, 2008
When will we begin to love? we once wrote in a poem we passed between ourselves, lost now, discarded by some girl we had both privately imagined naked and writhing under the power of-- what is it we call it now? Utterance. Bowstring hairs and hungry black eyes then there is a strand, there is a hand I cannot hold. Let me tell you now: I am sitting in a hallway with a borrowed pen and all I can think of is, Maybe we have loved enough. Maybe too much. Earlier I was out to buy beer and there was this sheet from an old calendar keeping in step with me, persistent, iambic. Karmic, maybe, in the way it crested and led my eyes to half-lit alleys, my hands to my pockets, my heart to-- where? There are words I find difficult to hold now: Heart, love. Pen. Now I desire no more from poetry than true feeling, you used to always quote as we fumed at formulas and the nitpicked organicness of this. Have we grown that old? That true feeling is something contrived, distant, not held? Now I desire no more from poetry than silence. And if not that, then the word heart. If not that then flowers. Listen: One day you will pull a book from a shelf and you will find this, brittle and incomplete like some old flower, and you will consider this poetry. Don't. This is just a heart, its throbbing wild, and tremulous, and stifled. These are just lines. This is just a gift, unwrapped, its silence the only thing of value to anyone.

for Joel

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posted by mdlc @ 12:36 AM  
  • At 8:34 PM, Anonymous dtn said…

    impeccable, Kael. Also, I guess you're not gonna take me up on that offer? Or should I just raid you with my bad poetry some other way? hehe...

  • At 2:17 PM, Blogger mikael said…

    yeah, i'm reluctant to take you up on your offer. it just sounds so improper on my part, and contrived-- i mean, you have the schools and workshops if you really want that kind of "constructive criticism." you should just go to the next happy mondays poetry reading, and hang out with the people there. then maybe we could talk about your poetry.

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